Driving

I think I have a problem. Well, okay, that's kind of a blanket statement, we know there are a few. But anyway, lately whenever I have felt out of control of things, or restless in general, I have this overwhelming urge to go driving just to relax myself and calm myself down. Most of you know I am kind of an aggressive driver, but for some reason, when I feel this restless weirdness, the driving calms me and I don't feel like screaming at people for driving stupidly. The problem is, I really only like to go drive around places I am familiar with, so that limits me to around campus, the Haymarket, and out where I used to live with Kayleen. Those are the places I feel most comfortable and I don't know why. It is so weird, I don't know what the deal is.

I get my key tomorrow, woohoo! I also sub tomorrow and Friday though, that could be a problem. Pretty much I am happy right now, I love my life, I love my boyfriend, I love my friends and family, I just wish I wasn't suddenly so OCD about driving.